Today my ex said that we needed to talk. when she said that , my heart momently wanted to say "ok lets talk", but then my mind woke up and said "stop for a minute , remeber what she did to you, she hurt you, and she broke your heart. And then I understood that my brain is right , and i should shut up my heart and say no !
And I did that, I just ingnored her , but she was really persistent, if she would say that we needed to talk again , proabably, i would say ``yes ok lets talk``.
Today I won a batlle but I think that I lost the war.
I think that I`m in love with her!
It's been 3 weeks since the moment that we broke up , but I can still look to her , or to her eyes. Everytime that I look at her ,I feel pain , I feel unaccountable feeling to be with her , to kiss her , to make her the reason of my life.
But I think that is only stupid fantasy, we will never get back together again , and I bet that she only wants to talk with me to say that ``We can still be firends!``.
But at this moment I can't look at her as a friend.
But tomorrow I will talk with her !
I don`t wanna do that but I need to do it, I never run away from my problems, and I won't do it now!
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