Sad realy sad!

About my life:

Today I felt really sad!
It all started yesterday, at lunch time , I felt lonely, so lonely, for the first time in my life.
I dont know why I felt lonely , but I created a real sadness inside of me. After some hours , I undestood that I`m not that lonely , But that sadness contiued. Don`t know why , but I still have it , and this time I hate everything , and everything hates me!

About that girl:

I really dont`t understand her, one day she is cool with me , the another she hates me !
She is really strange, but what I think is that strange atractts me to her, I never met a girl like her before, in my short life I already met a 1000 girls , but I never saw a girl like her. It is not the beauty , because I already met girls much preatier than her, but I like her personality, I like her thin voice, I love her hair, I love her eyes, and the thing that I like the most in her is when she smiles , she has a really strange smile , a diferent smile.
At day 14 of this month I will make her a big surprise. I hope she likes.
I don`t think that u are reading this( I hope not), but in case that u are reading this, I will not eat you, I will not bite you, just come on over, and I will treat u like as u are the only girl in the world