They are farce!

This weekend I decided to start a new life, and the 1 st thing that I did was to cut my hair, I really did a radical cut, and my surprise , was that when , I came to school , a part of my friend and teachers , started to treat me diferenttly, It was really strange cause I was not expecting that. It was really strange, cause they changed their behavior only beacause of my new hair style, and then I thought...
They only love my because of my Hair style. They don`t love my personality,  I undestant that I live in a cruel world where  widougth a beautifull physical aspect. u are nothing.
The 2nd thing that I decided to change is stop loving that girl,but it was much harder then I thougth.
When today I looked at her eyes , I saw something , I dont, know what but I saw something, and that something artacted me, she is not the quen of beauty , she can`t sing, she can`t dance, but still , she has something that atrcts me !